Whats wrong with me? I'm different and I'm concerned?

Dearest Whats wrong with me? I'm different... I am so happy that you will be seeing a medical professional to discuss your concerns. I feel it is important that you get information from qualified people as it could be so many things and people who provide answers in a forum like this are typically sharing an opinion possibly from an experience, maybe some education self or formal. I have a 13-yr-old verbal, Autistic son. He has learned to write in the manner you demonstrated in your question. He was 6 wks early and weighed 4lbs. The factors to consider are nearly endless. I wish you the very best!